I went for a bike ride on the trail to the docks downtown here with David today, which was out of the ordinary- making it nice. I still haven’t decided if I’ll be going back to College in the fall- I suppose at this point I’m just avoiding taking real adult responsibilities. I know I should be focused on getting a job since I can’t afford rent anymore and my landlord has started leaving notes again, but somehow I’ve been able to push that to the back of my mind as well. I’m just excited to see my boyfriend again next week, although I’m trying to keep my mind off of that, too. There’s still a lot to be done before the end of the summer, and I don’t feel like I’ll have enough time to get it all in order. I definitely envy the boys for being so certain about what they’re going into- as well as having it already set up for them. They’ll be 2nd years and I’ll be skipping from program to program wasting money to try and find out what I’m passionate about (in the limited selection in my city, of course, which makes this all the more difficult.) I really wish I could see myself as a Social Worker, but I honestly can’t. Which leaves the obvious questions that follows: what can I see myself doing?